November 03, 2015
Ultrabook Impian 2: ASUSPRO Advanced BU401LA
Ultrabook Impian 1: ASUSPRO Advanced BU201
Denger-denger ASUS mengeluarkan ultrabook yang berstandard militer semacam ini. Ultrabook yang didesain untuk kalangan pebisnis produktif tersebut bernama ASUSPRO Advanced BU201. Bentuknya tipis, ringan, dan tangguh.
September 16, 2015
Finding The God #5: Tangis
Sebelum masuk Daarut Tauhid, saya tidak pernah benar-benar menyukai ceramah Aa Gym. Di Masjid Daarut Tauhid inilah baru saya mendengarkan dan ternyata ceramahnya penting sekali untuk fondasi hidup.
Sibuk dengan dunia tanpa mengingat Allah dalam hati, pasti ketenangannya berkurang. Padahal setiap saat Allah ingat kepada kita. Sepantasnya kita setiap saat juga selalu mengingat Allah (dengan dzikir).
Tak perlu kita terlihat hebat dan istimewa di mata manusia, cukup di mata Allah. Tak perlu terkenal di mata manusia, lebih baik terkenal diantara malaikat penduduk langit. Tak perlu mengharap balasan dari manusia, cukup balasan dari Allah. Semua urusan mudah karena dibuat mudah oleh Allah. Ridhla Allah yang harus dikejar. Lakukan hanya hal-hal yang disukai Allah.
Hati pun harus dijaga. Karena akan diminta pertanggungjawabannya. Sekecilnya penyakit hati akan membuat hidup tidak tenang dan menghalangi ke surga. Kami sering dibuat menangis oleh ustadz-ustadz disini. Membersihkan hati memang harus diawali dengan mengingat dosa dan tangis adalah buktinya.
Itulah sekelumit pelajaran yang saya petik dari Daarut Tauhid, materi tauhid saya dapatkan berulang-ulang selama 30 hari hingga seperti me-brainwashed saya dan teman-teman. Semuanya menancap kuat dan mengakar di Qolbu kami. Namun, Tauhid harus di re-charge terus, karena ketika kembali ke kehidupan riil tidak semudah itu untuk selalu mengingatnya.. .
:))
August 26, 2015
Finding The God #4: Mengenal Tauhid
Tulisan ini merupakan lanjutan dari artikel saya sebelumnya: Finding The God #3: The Waterfall
Mulailah kami pada keseharian menjadi seorang santri. Kami mendapatkan banyak pelajaran mulai dari fiqih, akidah, tauhid, tadjwid, dll. Setiap hari kami bangun jam 3 untuk sholat tahajud. Kami pun diwajibkan sholat 5 waktu di masjid, untuk melatih kebiasaan. Oh ya, tak lupa setiap hari kami jajan karena buanyaknya jajanan lezat di Daarut Tauhid. hehee
Di kelas, terdapat hijab yang memisahkan antara ikhwan dan akhwat. Salah satu yang saya acungi jempol dari Daarut Tauhid adalah kemampuannya membuat para santri menjadi Gadhul Bashar atau menjaga pandangan. Entah kenapa nasehat yang diberikan oleh ustad seperti terserap benar dalam kepala kami. Di lingkungan Daarut Tauhid yang sebesar itu belum pernah saya melihat ada akhwat dan ikhwan berduaan, ngobrol berdua pun jarang sekali. Berpapasan pasti nunduk. Kalau ada yang penting bicara seperlunya. Di kalangan rohis SMA atau di aktivis dakwah kampus teralim sekalipun tidak se high-class ini gadhul basharnya saya kira. Luar biasa.
ada. Inti dari semuanya sama. Ingin berhijrah, ingin menemukan sesuatu yang terasa hilang dalam qolbu.
Orang kota sering mencari hiburan dengan karaokean atau hangout di mall-mall. Seketika itu memang terasa menyenangkan. Tapi sesudah hiburan itu selesai ya sudah, nanti butuh hiburan lagi. Itu wajar sih. Tapi ternyata bukan begitu caranya menghibur qolbu. Ustad-ustad di sini penghasilannya biasa saja dan tidak pernah karaokean, tapi lihatlah wajah-wajah mereka. Tak perlu hiburan pun jiwanya sudah penuh dengan kebahagiaan.
Itu semua dikarenakan tauhid mereka sudah tinggi....Mereka tahu betul untuk apa hidup didunia ini. seperti apa tauhid yang diajarkan disini??
to be continued...
August 10, 2015
Finding The God #3: The Waterfall
Melanjutkan tulisan sebelumnya pada artikel: Finding The God #2: Surprise
Akhirnya saya bertemu dengan teman-teman seangkatan pada program Dauroh Qolbiyah. Usianya antara 20 sampai 34 tahun. Total ikhwan dan akhwat berjumlah 32 orang. Dan sampailah kami pada orientasi lapangan.
Awalnya saya heran, untuk apa sih pesantren pakai orientasi segala. Itu kan kuno sekali dan sedikit manfaatnya. Tapi ternyata ospek disini berbeda. Saya masih ingat kami berjalan menuju daerah berbukit. Sepanjang jalan kami disuruh dzikir setiap saat dalam hati. Karena semesta alam pun berdzikir bagaimana kita sebagai ciptaan Allah yang paling sempurna tidak melakukanya?
Akhirnya rombongan tiba di sungai. Kami disuruh rapling menuruni sungai. Saya takjub melihat mbak-mbak akhwat pemandu walaupun berbaju besar pada lincah bergerak di bebatuan yang licin dan rapling dengan gesitnya.
Kemudian kami tiba di air terjun yang cukup tinggi dan deras sekali airnya. Berderum keras suaranya. Masing-masing dari kami menjadi ciut. Kami disuruh melalui (melingkari) air terjun itu dengan bantuan tali (bagi yang akhwat). Ini tidak semudah kelihatannya.
Biasanya yang ditakutkan dari ospek adalah ketika dibentak-bentak dan dihukum karena kesalahan. Disini berbeda, disini kami dibuat takut dan hilang nyali, takut nyawa melayang atau kenapa-kenapa. Namun mau tidak mau kami harus melakukannya. Disitulah kalimat ALLAHUAKBAR yang membahana keluar dari setiap mulut hingga bergetar kerongkongan. Cuma Allah yang bisa kita mintai pertolongan disetiap kesulitan. Itu inti yang ditekankan disini. Hati ini benar-benar mencari Allah.
Awalnya saya kira mudah. Toh ada tali ini. Kesombongan hati kecil saya terbaca oleh Allah. Air terjun yang mengucur dari atas terasa sakit mengenai kepala dan karena banyaknya air saya kesulitan menemukan udara untuk bernafas. Baru beberapa langkah saya merasakan sungai semakin dalam dan air semakin menikam dari atas. Saya terus menarik tali tambang agar cepat sampai ke tengah putaran pertama. Semakin lama saya benar-benar tenggelam. Saya ketakutan. Arus yang deras dan berarah memutar menyebabkan orang yang bisa berenang sekalipun tak akan berkutik. Akhirnya saya berhasil sampai ke setengah putaran pertama walaupun dengan terengah-engah. Setengah putaran selanjutnya berhasil saya lalui juga. Banyak teman-teman akhwat yang awalnya menangis tidak mau ikut tapi dipaksa, "Kamu yakin punya Allah??KENAPA TAKUT?!"
Ini hanya melatih keyakinan kita bahwa kita manusia yang kerdil. Kita tak mempunyai kekuatan apa-apa kalau bukan Allah yang berkehendak memberikannya.
Itulah sekelumit kisah orientasi saya....tidak muat kalau semua diceritakan disini.. :3
July 03, 2015
Finding the God #2: Surprise
May 06, 2015
Finding The God #1: Arrival
January 29, 2012
Cooking Class 2 "Soto and Stir-Fry"
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| My Chicken Soto |
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| My Tempe & Green bean Stir-fry |
Cooking Class 1 "Vegetable & Chicken Liver"
How fun to be a female. When we're kid we play cook with fake ingridient.
Now, we know how enjoyable cooking can be. The famous American cooking book "The Joy of Cooking" really figure it out.
Eventhough a lot of chefs are male, but million other male don't care about cooking.
Females born with hormon that makes them love this kind of thing. So, thank's God.
My mother teach me to cook the dishes I'll post in this blog. Mostly are Indonesian daily traditional food. Old recipes, but that's okay.
A simple dish could be amazing, depend on how the cook. Remember Ratatouille?
My ability is average, but I'm eager to learn.
So, let's start the class:
1. Gado-Gado
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| I forgot to photo the dish, do I browse from the internet |
This is a very fresh dish.
Ingridients of main content:
4 boiled potatoes
1 bundle of green bean (buncis)
1 carrote
3 tomatos
1 cucumber
4 boiled Egg
Ingridients for nut sauce:
1 cup of fried nut
4 red chili
1 onion
a little salt
3 spoon javanes sugar
2 lemon leaves
1 tamarind
1 glass of hot water
How to do the vegetable:
1. Boil the potatoes, buncis, and carrote, until tender, then set aside.
2. Cut the potatoes and all vegetable into small pieces.
How to make nut sauce:
1. Fry chili and onion until half cooked
2. Pound the chili and onion on a stone pound
3. add salt, lemon leaves, javanese sugar and then pound again
4. Blend the nut until soft and tender, then pound it with other ingridient
5. Soak tamarind on hot water for a while
6. Add the tamarind water with the nut condiment to make the saouce more liquid.
How to serve:
Put the potatoes, vegetable and the half of bolied egg on a plate, then pour the nut sauce on top.
This recipe is for 4 persons. The key of making gado-gado is the freshness and the correct vegetable boiling time, and also the deliciousness of nut sauce.
It's so yummy...
2. Sambal Goreng Ati
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| I forgot to photo the dish, do I browse from the internet |
I'm not sure what's the english translation.
ingridients:
5 boiled chicken liver
7 red chilis
2 small chilis
5 onions
4 red onions
dried shrimp
salt
ginger plant (pounded once)
salam leaves
1 stalk of Petai
2 cup of coconut milk
a glass of water
How to make:
1. Pound onion and red onions, all chilis, dried shrimp and salt.
2. Fry the pounded ingridients in a medium heated pan until half cooked
3. Add salam leaves, ginger plant, petai, stir a while and then add chicken liver, stir it.
4. Add water, let it mixed a while
5. add coconut milk, wait until boiled, then add salt again as desire.
Serve it with rice, for 5 persons.
January 16, 2012
When I was a Kid #2: Bedtime Stories
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| Kancil |
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| Timun Emas |
Flashback to my 2011
I tried to learn french by my self with no background study. I'm at the very very beginner level. I admit that it's a difficult language especially to hear! How fast and how unclear!![]() |
| Dell Vostro |
October 01, 2011
When I was a Kid #1 : The Changing Dream
September 25, 2011
A Boredom And A Positive Person
November 16, 2010
Some View From Songs...
"Right To Be Wrong"
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stoneGot a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrongGot to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
You're entitled to your opinionBut it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly
I've got a right to be wrongMy mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrongSo just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrongGot to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
Joss stoneOkay, the second song is really deep if we read it when we feel like we're having so much burden we can't carry on longer. So sad and melow, I wish I have no reason to vivify it according to my real life experience. But here the sadness is somehow beautiful. I don't know, just check it..
"Sleep Like A Child"
Tonight when the darkness comes
Why don't we treat it like a friend
Then we'll both be glad to see the night
And we'll be hoping
It's never going to end
So don't be afraid of what the night-time may bring
You must understand that you can dream of anything
[Chorus:]
So fall into sleep
Peaceful and deep
And may this journey help you fly
When you can't hold out much longer
Don't you cry
When the darkness is getting stronger
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And I when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
You won't be alone
For I will not be denied
Under the darkest of skies
I'm gunna be by your side
[Chorus]
Well I know
I can see it in your eyes
You're tired of fighting everyday
Trying to struggle through the night
Yes I know that it's hard to carry on
So just lay down your head
And in your dreams you will be strong
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
Oh like a child
Peaceful and deep
Sleep like a child
Peaceful and deep
And I when you lay you down
I pray your soul to keep
October 23, 2010
The Great Ability to Wake Up

Well, this semester we learn 8 interesting subject. Analitic Stratigraphy; Geologic Research Methode; Religion; Geology of Indonesia; Philosophy of Knowledge; Igneous and Metamorphic Petrology; Geo Gomputation; and Geo Chemistry. This 5th smester is kind of a free half year. Yes we are busy of maintaining our KL data analysis, interpretation and of course data visualization, but in the other hand our lecturing schedule’s containing many spare time. And I take anvantage of it by being an asistant in Dynamic Geology Laboratory for Basic Geology subject. This new hit likely taking over my time badly. I ‘m assist about 120 new student to help them recognize the basic principle of geology. Wondering how apparently I really enjoy explaining everything I’m capable of. Explaining’s fun. Looking at those innocent face, recall me back into my early year of struggling in geology. They get everything easier now, how could they still busy of beefing this and that too. If only they knew what happened to my first semester. But these days, I realize something that perhaps very related to comfortable feeling. That is, to be appreciated, to be respected. I love to share my knowledge to them, my ability being appreciated. I never perceive being appreciated like this before. Really never.
Then, I’ve a plan to make my days even busier by learning spain. I thought spain’s the best choice considering it’s the easiest foreign language to learn for a zero newbie. I realize perhaps Franc or Deuch is more popular and widely used here, but remembering the difficulty of those two language I think it’s really hard to master. Anyway, Spain’s more beautiful to hear, and simple to learn, that my target is to master at least 2/3 of it in less than 2 year. I wonder if my plan will going right or the opposite. I know this is good for me, and the point is I want to get busier than now.
Actually, I’ve one more responsibility to be a guide or asistant for islamic sharing group in my campus. It’s okay for me to talk or speech in front of those new students, but to talk about Islam? Despite of it could be a positive business, but, I don’t think I could. My position now is currently farther from God, if I compare with when I was in senior high where I was so excited to learn holy Quran everyday. I’m not reading Quran everyday now. Also I completely aware that my sholat’s not as good as in my past which I was being so humble and khusyuk in communicating with God. This is awfuly bad degradation, I know. And if I stay like this, sure will be very dangerous for my afterlife. I’m feeling emptiness. In my deepest, I do really want to change, yet I perceive dont know where to start. I’ve to wake up from this first. Thats why I reject the invitation to be the guide, and nevertheless I want more time to handle my KL data.
By far, after more than two year studying here, finally I understand how this world could strictly turn us up and down in a certain period of time. Because, this is the world of chalenge, where demand is everywhere. We can’t just acting like a kid with no responsibility to be completed, which our duty is just to play outside the house with our friends and then laugh. The world outside the house now could killing us softly by it’s hardness. When the world seems unfair and I feel uneasy of everything, I’ll just remember that the terrible won’t last forever. God won’t ever let us feel sad for to long. That’s what I believe now. All I got to do is find a way to cure my self when something bad happened. Like what I’ve told before. I really need the ability.
September 17, 2010
Hammer on My Left Waist
I see my self this time. I'm a geological engineering student and I got to deal with the hardness of field work, though honestly I feel I'm not really own a high sensitivity on anything related to the field. So how could I survive on this kind of work? Let's see how time would help me, as I see it needs a long experiences and filedtrips on many more geologically challenging places. Anywhere in Indonesia seems like incredible places to learn geology . Thankfully we have a complete packet already containing vulcanoes, mountainering , valleys, streams & rivers, cliffs, lake, beach with dunes or coral, caves and outcrops, that available and waiting unpatiently to be observed.
This mind bother me after I undergo Kuliah Lapangan Program which include 12 days KL Bayat, 3 days regional geology excursion on at least passing accros two basin (Yogyakarta Basin and East Java Basin), and the last was Individual Geological Mapping located in 65 different kavlings for each student. My kavling was at Padas Subdistrict, Ngawi, East Java. In this program we taught how to work as a real geologist, and definitelly it much harder than theories we used to learn at class. Some lessons I captured were that geology's an expensive work so that we must have a strong dicipline and hard work, no beefing, not afraid of hot or rainy weather or even extreme field, and pay attention on field data accuracy. How important the data is like keep the data as keep our soul! Hah..
Many lecturers involved in this program, they taught us how to use compass for measuring the strike and dip of rock bedding also for determining our exact location by shooting two possitions of points in front of us that recognizable on topographic map; then how to use hammer for rock sampling; noting and plotting datas we got from the field including morphology, petrology and structural geology datas; next was doing measured stratigraphic for detail analysis and interpretation of depositional environment, the age of rock and also integrated historical geologi.
And finally we had arrived to the most important part, that is individual geologic mapping. I'm so lucky to had my own porter to help me doing my mapping. He gots everything easier, starting from driving me during the proccess, help me memorize the strange little paths wandering the forest, until sampling many rocks to be observed more precissely on campus laboratories (Optical Geology & Paleontology Labs). My group comprise of five people. We're living for about 12 days in a comfortable basecamp in Bringin Subsdistrict. I love to be together with them, basically we're all some sort of lazy people (but we all had high intention to be smarter J) that lined up in one appropriate group. I really feel comfort with that fact, because I hate to be pressed, I want to get free and relax in a while too. But it's still long long way to go until this mapping fully done. Data processing is my next challenge to comprehends all that I got from the field. The presentation will be held at Desember or January next year if I'm not mistaken. Hopefully everything will going right for me.
Here in this mapping , I'm helped and guided by one of my lecturer that I think He's awesome and great regarding his fantastic life experience. I always love hearing stories like that. It felt like fairytales to me, but could give me inspiration and more power to confidently moving foward better reaching what I deserve to. Questions often bugging my head, something like," will I be like him", or, "look at your self now, what's on earth to make you feel like you are going to enter one of that Big Fishes? Or even the small one!!". To be honnest I feel like having nothing to be sell to them. Yes I have, I meant, I now how my self is, but it's hard to show my energy up. Reading in many geologist blogs, it seems that entering geology is very promissing decision, but for me it also frightening and fearing. Or probably I just hate the demand. Anyway, life's full of demand, isn't it? Eventhough underpressure life is something that definitely being a burden to my shoulder, but sometimes I have an excited time enjoying adrenaline rush living under that burden. I'll going crazy if I think negatively all the time, right? Push and push positive mind to stay survive.. :)










